I’m not going to sugar coat it, it’s been hard. Really fucking hard! I’ve said several times, I wish I could have read someone else’s experiences to let me know that I wasn’t alone in what I was thinking, feeling, crying about, obsessing over, and it was all part of the process and perfectly normal.
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Once things settled down slightly with his health, it was time for me to seriously try and deal with the impact everything that had happened had had on myself
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